I'm way to attached to you right now. It's insane.
I'm going insane.

Parents.
They are those amazing people that gave you life,
That brought you into this world.
They shouldn't be making you feel like this.
They should be empowering you,
Building you up to be everything you can be.
Looking out for you,
Wanting the best for you.
I'm sorry.

You know when you wish you could be somewhere else?
I wish I was somewhere else.
I know if I was with him he wouldn't let me out of his arms.

Tuesday. I am both excited and dreading for Tuesday.
6 months.
I think I've changed.
I might have found someone else.
You might have changed.
I don't know about you anymore.

I don't sleep anymore.
We talk til the sunrises.
About everything and about nothing.
You make my head spin.
I mentioned being cold. You promised that you'd hold me in your arms until I fell asleep.
My heart felt like it was going to beat right out of my chest.
I can see myself falling in love with you.
So quickly.
So hard.
I just don't want to get hurt. I don't want to hurt anymore.

everytime I hear that noise my heart melts a little.
I get butterflies.
I get nervous.
I smile.
I don't think this means as much to you.
I don't think you even really want this.
I think you're just having fun.
I want to let go of everything and have fun.

Almost in love.

Pretty sure you have me hooked so bad right now. It's only been three days. Fuck.

It's something like 21 days.
What the fucking fuck?
It felt like yesterday you left, with a shit goodbye and a whole lot of sad.
Now you're coming back and I don't know what to think.
Am I the same?
Are we the same?
Will it pick up again?
Or am I just empoying wishful thinking?
I hate complicated.