Friends demanding attention is not an endearing quality.
I'm all for the needing someone,
but every night is a bit excessive.
I need my own time too.
I need time to think.
I just want to get my head screwed on right so I can function.
I need some answers to thing that just won't move fast enough.
Waiting for mail is overrated.
Waiting for someone to make up their mind is like watching a clock tick.
Things need to move.

Don't forget. I never said it wouldn't hurt. Ever.

I'm feeling a little renewed.
I've made some good changes in my life.
Both physically and mentally.
I think I am ready for "the next stage" or whatever.
I don't think I could feel any more ready.
I'm going to take it as it comes and hope for the best.
After all, I can't control anything.
I should know better sometimes.
It always starts and ends in the same place.
The middle is always the blurr.
I love the laughs we all share, even if they can be a little forceful.
Tell me you love me.
It's what I want (need) to hear.
I'll move on in my own good time.
You can't rush a master piece.
Life is what you make it.
It is every minute that ticks by.
Every second you count down.
I think I am doing okay.
At least for today.

And Yes, I want this to work out.
Yes, I want to shut my eyes, click my heels and make it happen.
I want I want I want I want I want I want
Another chance at life.
Another chance to live.
Another time to love.
Another moment to laugh.
I want to spend some time with you.

"From Now On We Are Enemies" -Fall Out Boy

'I just want to be better than your head's only medicine'
A downward spiral just a pirouette
Getting worse til there's nothing left
What good comes of something when I'm just the ghost of nothing?
'I'm just the man on the balcony singing':
"Nobody will ever remember me,"
Rejoice, rejoice and fall to your knees
(for a)
Lunatic of a god or a god of a lunatic?
Oh, their faces are dancing
They're dancing til
Til they can't stand it
A composer but never composed
Singing the symphonies of the overdosed
A composer but never composed
'Singing':
"I only want what I can't have"
'Heralded as a king before I had a birthday
With double digits
Fit the crown to my head but I was only a kid'
'I'm just the man on the balcony singing':
"Nobody will ever remember me,"
Rejoice, rejoice and fall to your knees
(for a)
Lunatic of a god or a god of a lunatic?
Oh, their faces are dancing
They're dancing til
Til they can't stand it
A composer but never composed
Singing the symphonies of the overdosed
A composer but never composed
'Singing':
"I only want what I can't have"
'I just want to be better than your head's only medicine'
'I'm just the man on the balcony singing':
"Nobody will ever remember me,"
Rejoice, rejoice and fall to your knees
(for a)
Lunatic of a god or a god of a lunatic?
Oh, their faces are dancing
They're dancing til
Til they can't stand it
A composer but never composed
Singing the symphonies of the overdosed
A composer but never composed
'Singing'
"I only want what I can't have"