So upset right now.
Hurt in more ways than one.
Everything is getting me down.
I can't, won't, don't, want to speak to you.
Just leave me alone.
I need a massive out right now.
I won't get one though.
I'm going to keep to myself.
I'm going to avoid.
Everything.

I'm not okay.
I'm falling back into bad habbits.
I'm feeling like the old.
I don't want it.
I'm going to try.
I'm getting on the front foot.

I don't know why.
I don't understand.
It doesn't make sense to me.
If this is the ONLY way you can see yourself being happy,
Then tell me,
Tell me now and I will walk away.
I will leave you be.
I know it won't make you happy.
Which is why all I am getting is silence.