Home alone, and I have to say it is awesome. Only because I am sick and it means that I get to wallow in my own self pity and not be made to do anything seeing as standing up is not in my strong points at the moment.
I had a delirious moment this morning where I didn't know what day it was, and I had no idea if I had taken my medication or not. Thank God for phones with dates, and days written on the medication packets, otherwise I would have been screwed. It's scary when shit like that happens though, not having any idea what day it is and what you are supposed to be doing, or have done.
I would like to think that I am feeling better than yesterday, but I think that it could be a sham.
It rained this morning, maybe nothing huge, but it was nice. We are so in need of rain, we will be for a long time, so every time it rains a little bit of me rejoices, not only because I love rain, but because I know that we need it, desperately.
I've been watching Sound Relief, which so far has been good. It's amazing that we are all coming together for this, we have raised obscene amounts of money in a short amount of time, and it shows how much we support each other. It is also amazing that so many bands are reforming just for this, for this cause, for their country and their fans. This has been the worst disaster(s) that Australia has seen and it is good to know that we have the capacity to raise and react so quickly and well.
I was just informed, although I can be sure how reliable this is to be perfectly honest, that all the fires are out. If it is true than I am more than happy, them being contained would have been equally as amazing, but them being out, that is just such good news. Now we can focus on rebuilding.
I have decided that the Gerard Way quote I used in that picture is one that I love. I think the message is something that so many people need to hear.
I am contemplating an afternoon nap, but I don't think it will help me later on tonight when I need to sleep. It's like being caught between a rock and a hard place.